Happy Day

I am happy... yes happy. Don't stop reading just yet, I know how all you blogger readers love the suicidal/prozac can't go on style posts..however right now that is not me. Now it may have something to do with the bottle of red I've precariously consumed this evening but that's ok cause let's face it drunk posts are nothing new in this blogosphere.

Maybe today I am choosing to see the positive instead of the negative, I must say there is much to be said for this way of thinking, it is absolutely smashing!!! Yes I did just say smashing and I would indeed use such words in a conversation were you to have a conversation with me after 1-2 bottles of said red wine. If you have never had the pleasure if being inebriated in my company I must recommend it, I AM HILARIOUS!!

I'm still working on my masterpiece. It's really late and I've just finished watching cider house rules on tv, it was a good movie. I case you hadn't heard I'm speedily approaching the 25 year mark as of last monday.. what a birthday that will be. Crazy... to be honest I'm extremely excited that I've lasted this long, making it through my teens.... wow.. what can I say?? I'm very glad to be where I am right now, I feel absurdly optimistic like things are only ever going to get better from here on. Mabe they will or not, but this is a great way of thinking. I think I'm understanding the whole alcoholic thing right at this moment.. Like hell yeah I get why you would want to be this optimistic all the time, who wouldn't?

But it's not real, it's the wine talking. In case you didn't know I'm self employed. Anyone else out there self-employed?? CORRECTION... Anyone else out there successfully self-employed?? cause I would love to hear how you stay motivated to keep working. I know that might sound dumb, but when no one is up your ass to get things done, sometimes they just don't get done... y'know??

P.S. I say NICE way too much... if you know me and I say it... please stop me. k, thanks

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Happy Birthday to Me!

Yep, today was my birthday and I am happy to report it was great. I got new acrlic paints and some canvas. I started a black and white painting that may or may not morph into a color painting. I'll keep you posted.

oh my

I am soo not here right now. Have been working 12 hour days with 1 hour drive each way. Tonight dave was asking me about something and I took it way personally and then concluded the evening with an oscar style sob fest. Oh my god I suck. I thought wailyn was dying tonight cause he was doing this convulsing hiccup thing. My birthday is coming up soon and that's always a bad day for me. I don't know why but somehow on my birthday I always end up crying. I just saw a body break commercial, don't those freaks age?

Blog Fashion

I updated my blog look because it was looking to old. I understand why people who update their blogs all the time like to change things up once and awhile.

If anyone knows how to center the name on my profile, that would be great.

So far this summer I have had a bon fire and been to the park, tomorrow we are going to the beach.